Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Not getting my Hopes up...

Yesterday Caleb and I had the same idea. I had already sent an email by the time I got Caleb's text. We both thought it would be good to check in with our agency. I was a little nervous to send my email. Why would I be nervous? People ask us all the time if we have any new news. We don't have any new news. I was thinking about this Monday night. I don't call or email the agency for mental reasons. If I don't know time frames I will not get my hopes up. Couples who go through adoptions are so emotionally involved from the very start. I don't need to add to it. I talked to the agency today on the phone and they did not have any updates on when we may have a referral. At this point we are still in the waiting stage. I hope we get a surprise call or email when the time is right. Not knowing helps keep my emotions and sanity in check. For now at least. Which is great for us.

We are going to start working on his room again. I have kind of put it on hold for a while. We have been busy with so many other things. I have also been trying to figure out how I want to finish the room. I have so many cute ideas, I just can't decide which ones to move forward with.