6 months

It was 6 months ago today we held our little guy for the first time.

A note to a mother....

To a mother that I have yet to meet. I am not sure if I will ever get the opportunity to thank you in person but I cannot express my gratitude for your brave decision to want the best for your baby. I hope that you have been able to find comfort and peace. In my heart I know that you are a strong and beautiful woman. I know that I will never be his birth mom but I hope that he will be proud to call me mom. I have loved him from the moment I saw his picture and the little info we were provided. He melts my heart every time I think about him. The overwhelming feeling I felt the first time I saw him I knew he was my son. I have never felt my heart so full of love. If there is anything I can do it is to promise to love him, take care of him and provide all that I  can as his mom.

Praying for good news Monday

Because I am tired of this....

HaPPy Easter

I never thought....

I never thought I would cringe at the word Tomorrow. Day after day we hear that something should happen tomorrow. How many more tomorrows do we have to go through to get to the answer today? Not sure how I feel...angry...hopeless...sad...all while still trying to stay positive.

April

April....

please shower us with good news this month.

130....

It has been 130 days since we first held our little guy.