Days since we first held him.
I have been counting the days since we first held him rather then the last time. It is too hard for me to think about the last time. I remember the joy, tears, love and emotions I felt the first time I laid eyes on our little guy. Standing in a dark room that was only lit by three small candles. Picking him up and being immediately filled with an overwhelming feeling of love. Ohhh I wait for the day we get to hold him again.
